switch on summer from a slot machine

woo there is tomato sauce all over my hand and i have no idea how it got here and my mum is drunk and phoebe is drunk and they keep coming in like yep lets all have a big old party in caitlins room why not bring your friends. And I dunno. Last night was nice when I was looking through spencers amazing cd collection and records and wow there were like hundreds and it was beautiful and there was more david bowie than i have seen anywhere and i found people that liked lou reed and that was good to be like ~bonding with strangers over music omg~ oop very difficult to type when mum keeps coming in !!!11! and friday night was beautiful, and i have always wanted to get high in warrandyte, and at that brief moment when i was intoxicated and on drugs and cigarettes and various things it was just perfect, and ~nothing mattered anymore~ and i was happy and so calm and moral of the story sanity sucks !!!! but yep. now its just later than i remembered it being, and there is still tomato sauce on my hand, and i'm overtired, and a little worried, and mostly just feel kind of sick.